deeply pressed, suffocated and craving
this loss urges me to continuously
meet myself
and reconnect with
home.
healthy boundaries
created through radical self-care
living the dream i’m creating
moving beyond superficial comfort
to find
connection.
taking control of my actions to
overcome anxiety.
reconnecting disconnected wires
slowly stepping into a new me.
not feeling seen by the world,
i search for myself
and the world sees me anew.
my body feels and knows the
truth.
this abundance.
resistance transformed to acceptance
rising from fear
through learning that
i am a process.
moving toward my essence through
involvement.
releasing and expressing
to stay healthy
healing through pausing
i face this pain.
breathing into a new existence
i inhale love
befriending time.
stress is a heavy, unwanted blanket
in a pandemic cocoon
actions root me in the mud
so that i can reach for the
light.
desiring this moment and its
infinite possibilities
this chaos has purified me
and given me new eyes.
the sun burning within my heart
spiders, bees, dandelions and honey
freeing myself
my masculine sun showing up
for my feminine moon.
a moth flying through silky starlight
weaving and dreaming with my heart
moment to moment.
responding creatively to
continuous uncertainty
this is energizing and empowering.
cloud iridescence
fire rainbows.
facing the whole of myself
to see the vastness of life
the codes are recombining.
actions as medicine or poison
the future is here
a deliberate decision
in my body.
my time is now
now is the time
now is our time.
launched from outdated world views
feeling the world.
digesting this bitter fear
forever hungry for love.
this pain
my medicine
and pleasure and
power.
constantly de-cluttering
listening to this internal alarm
swept off of my feet.
time means opportunity.
i slowed down and so did the world.
in a liquid universe
still adjusting
unfamiliar
yet I feel safe.
the world shifts as i do
a thunderous sky.
at my own
deliberately slowly
pace.
fear and time illusions
heart guides my senses
as love puts a spell on time.