launching and falling
falling and launching
queen of the underground
holy rage
entering into the wheel
call the midwives!
i’ll come back in motion
be right behind
just push off
and let the blades roll
on this ferris wheel
filling myself with
red life sauce.
where have all my butterflies gone?
where have i gone?
in-finite
figure 8 out
contracting and expanding
reaching
tasting the unknown
reborn again.
yes, dear
love
honey
you are
the gold.
ask in snake
listening my way out.
powerfully flowerfull
from threat to heart
tear in treat
cape in peace
learning how to feel
welcome
in myself
to stand in
my own
space.
awful or awe-full
from less to bless
rings in spring
time out or
time in
erupt in
interrupt.
does it feel like a squeeze
or ease?
moonshot
we are perfection
in progress
soul and fly in
yourself.
reside in desire
the and rise in
theorise.
migrating
possibility. poss(ability)
passe-partout
the characters change
but the lessons
remain.
compass and passion
in compassion.
Lucida
love in resolve
improve. yes, i’m proof.
relation- shit or
relation - ship.
energy. inner chi
thunder struck. what next?
each sting strengthens me.
I’ve always been free
it’s just that sometimes
I’ve forgotten.
are we runaways
or is it ourselves
we run to?
we the spell
rage and out in
outrageous.
warm hands
run deep
grateful for
the sting.
we cannot keep up
we pace together
yet alone.
dare
this we share
your shivering
whisper in my ear.
the dolphins jumped for you
this morning.
ice-cream at the beach
long, comforting phone calls
adventurous bus rides.
sleepovers
rooibos tea
with milk
in a bowl
in bed.
your poodle
flirtatious fun nature
love for karringmelk and
morning classical music.
you are my feisty lucky star.
“come play!” as a reminder to
yourself.
thank you for the
gelato
for speaking to my listening.
you appeared
like the wind
and now i speak to
the thunderous you.
from wither to
with her
till in still.
from war to raw
unity in opportunity.
from race to care
trance and form in
transform.
from miss to swim
get cracking (macadamia nuts)
phone when i
feel the call
digging in (the dirt)
from was to swan.
suckers suck energy. yuck.
air in rain
Sting and interest in
interesting.
bow and rain in
rainbow.
tired from the ride
ride in tired
my skin thanks you
rest in present
creamy.
hanging in laughter.
liberate in deliberate
ability to sense in sensible
nimbus.
no turning back
verse in serve
the gift of life
growth.
stronger now
love into
preparation
my leap
resting.
creatively challenged
to stay fresh
real lies to realise.
external overload
blocks
my
internal flow
fattening guilt
nauseating waste.
allowing life to
feed me
through my pores
instead of
hunting
for problems.
embracing my cravings
back to basics.
shaky territory
asks me what i have
energy for.
gratitude for my body
this human experience
power to control
my movement.
like a stray animal
calling in
solidity.
hiding away
not here to feed
your lies
drained.
income. come in. incoming.
streamlining my process
through allowing the closed doors
to lead me to my
openings.
jumping into
surrender
blank canvas
this uncomfort
is healthy
but loud.
imagine. image in. in the image.
turtles flying in the water
contact. act on
navigating.
learning to satisfy instead of
deprive myself
learning about moderation.
from pursuit for happiness
to being in the suit
of happiness.
learning how to feed myself
in healthy ways
connecting to life
instead of
deadening
parts of myself.
rely in surely. surefly.
from harm
to harmony.
sense in essence
leaking tears
for me, for you.
this Sanctuary
pineapple peel juice
jungle.
the fruit is sweetest
closest to the
stem
clearing space
to fertilize my soil.
diarise. dialing up to rise.
rising in this new diet.
bacteria for compost
longing in belonging
instrumental bliss in dome
met and held
flowing together.
vinegar and oil for
garlic preservation
homemade coconut milk
you offer me a spoonful
of love sauce.
untangling
i float in the salt
wind in hair
tuning these cords.
member, ring, be and bring in
remembering.
paired meditation
being in longing
this jump.
eye to eye
i see you cry
from hour to honour and our.
from own to now
tossing and turning in
this dream
starfruit.
granola love (granolove)
we clean this screen
to see clearly.
from survival to
revival
tug in gut.
messy
startled
with my shedding.
intimacy
sinking into my sea
serve in deserve
transplanted.
these tame chickens
calling in awareness to
propagate aliveness.
read in dear
dear me
read me
read in dream.
this ocean is wild
to stay healthy.
your sadness is my sadness
learning to feel you
to feel me
from ouch to touch.
miraculous mirrorculous
curious mirror.
finding the root
of this fear
so that i may
move toward
excitement
variety. varie tea.
don’t want to get a(head) of myself
awesome. some awe.
fasting to
clear my gut, my skin.
mellifluous
receiving is a gift
within itself
gifting receiving
aloha in mahalo.
my ugly places
ask for my attention
ignoring them
will only
emphasize
their slime.
smile in slime.
taste in State
disconnecting and reconnecting
low battery. losing myself. will i sing again?
Gaia in again.
moonbow
from take care to
receive and give
Care.
swell. Wells
slipping in
pushing through
legerity.
quest in Question
yes in eYes
air in repair.
these dark places inside
keep showing up
asking me how
i want to
live.
loudly whispering
to tie or untie myself.
lies in smile
smile in lies
from MIA (Missing In Action)
to I AM.
meteor showers of
grace
known in unknown
learning to speak from
a place of
Silence.
breathing feeling
through this constant
birth and death.
learning to reach out
to avoid being
covered up.
cutting internal cords
sulphuric steam vents
Wild orchids.
mist for lava
from exit to next
ecsta see.
Hawai’i
you cradle me
softening butter, oily lubrication
returning to you as
a fuller me.
microbes in soil, sustaining me
fermented pink onions
ginger flowers, milky coconut
red winged centipede.
i an essential oil
heated, diffused, frozen
yet full of flavor.
cold skin-tearing ice
i face you
this is my moment.
orchestra of koki frogs
i require constant
maintenance.
rocked by a wavy ocean
of uncertain storms
starry skies
i suck. i slurp.
tropical jungle of bean pods
my blood pressure
these antioxidants.
i am not here to
eat your process
more in less.
from sword to words
limiting or
embracing reality.
you inspire me
complexity in simplicity
simple complexity.
from push/pull
to dragonfruitful
octopeye
Life,
my breast milk, my lover.
power in teeth
with chewing comes
responsibility
sea in ease
beauty of my
vulnerability
asking to learn to
receive
to learn to
share.
sororal
period of
gestation
a knowing in
my blood.
the fridge groans
a tumbling washer.
taking these steps
to come closer to myself.
from shrink to expand
power in powder
heart and art in earth
learning to hear so that
i may speak
learning to feel
to touch.
from planning to i am
internally homeless to
eternal belonging.
pulling back
the pieces of myself
which were shattered
by lies.
from good/bad to healthy/unhealthy
from fight to flow
flying jellyfish
track of time. time track
the train has a soothing
scream to it.
from feeling burdened by the world,
the world now holds me.
blue dragon flies
delicate wings
trying to control
shakes me sore and nervous.
learning to direct these emotions
so that they may serve me.
volcanic anger
pedals me up a
steep hill.
internal eruption
ash of afraid to aid.
singing my
own song now
aureate.
suppression of one emotion
surfaces another
from expire to express.
processing to
see clearly
this fury.
my own doctor
and medicine.
these emotions once
tired me
now rebooting my system.
water blurs the edges
touched by your eyes.
these ropes of tension
release their grip on me.
space dust
rocketing
i am an experience
breathing and living
is important to me.
anxiety
shoving you away
only tightens your hold on me
freezing and compressing.
you knock when
my sense of responsibility
is heightened
shortening my breath
you are concerned
about my health.
anger external and fiery
i want to be
continuously cracked
evanescent
sure in insurance.
ear in clear
rest in resist
this urgent storm
requires action.
no more or less than Alaya.
i acknowledge myself now.
blackberry bush
speaking with these thorns
catching my sleeves
when i try to pick where
i am not welcome.
discerning what is mine
and what is not.
rock bottom
screaming with full lungs
as the train rolls by.
i allow myself to break down
not being ok is ok.
bonanza
urgency in rewiring
so that my current can flow.
seeing this through. seeing through this.